Tonight seems like a night to have countless thoughts ...because tomorrow might be the day that might trigger me to make a long awaited decision...i have spent a total of 2 years 1 months...which i dun even know wherethe have i spend time well to achieve certain milestones.This question has always been in my mind....where will i be from 1 year from now?what will i become?what kind of package will i be able to receive?what kind of life will i be leading?These questions have been in my mind for so long....and i found no answers to it ....until yesterday...Yes partly its my fault...but this Com have made me seen it more clearly....where and what i can be in the coming years to come...i'm happy that i learnt so much more den i'm in planet telecoms....but come to think of it....those are evil ways to coax customers to buy and we get more profit...in the end what happen...we never become well off....never made as many times better den those that did it the right way...so seriously....what for we have to do all this bad things in order to survive...whereas others also in our line dun need to do evil things...they are also surviving...sometimes i wonder....doing all sorts of bad bad things....it reflects so bad on ourself.....i'm feel even more ashamed when my friends approach me to buy phones....because i feel i'm doing sales in a very black way...they should go to somewhere cleaner...more honest places to buy phones....friends around me....all are in mobile trade....all are cleaner den me....but even some are earning more den me...they are no where better den me...what i have they also have....why do i need to be black while they are white?my boss used to tell me ....you don;t kill..others also will kill....but why the things i see around me is so different?if the things we do is so different...we should be having a much higher income den now....but why isn;t it so?Seriously when my manager tell me about the dream team thingy....i'm not least excited at all....cause..this are things that might not even come true.....countless things about this company that i feel....CMI...totally no staff welfare ...MC cannot claim....take MC will suspect...PAY IS NEVER EARLY OR AT LEAST ON THE DOT....when we ask....they will always say..you very in need meh?Actually its not that ...why cant't u guys be a man of words and give the pay on the actual day?seriously ...you guys are pussy or dick?so fucking hard to give on the actual day meh?when ever give pay...its either on friday...den gonna wait for cheque to clear...cant you make things real easy for the staff that fight for u....when sales is good...payment not in....when sales bad...payment not in...how to understand and devote to this company?We turned bad in character because of u all .....I have said onli half of what i wanna say....i not going to continue liao ...Enjoy the picture.
