福。。禄。。寿。。
I thought i have blogged my last post before i leave for my trip...but after ytd msg..i'm really affected by those action...i m afterall human...i dun feel sad...but i feel really disappointed with the final results..after 3 yrs of hard work building up my status..its back to square one...during my 1 yr range..i thought i might see light ahead..during 2nd yr..i thought if i dig further..i will really see light...but at last..the light did not come...and i m at the end of the tunnel..however i understand this decision never come easy..cutting cost = letting someone go..i also never wonder why the person will be me..i thought i can walk till the end with the company...may it one day it close down..i hope i will also be the last one leaving..however if i have to leave before it really falls...i have to accept..i remember this words..(i will never left you guys jobless..the market is bad..the problem is ..can you guys pesist till we see the light..)but now...i know..it has been a part of fairy tale with me..hereby i also have to say a word of sorry to those customer i have to chop to get my job done..i did it to survive and please understand....so the conclusion of the whole period is ....i chiong i kill i chop i do bad deeds=end of the tunnel..is it really worthed it ?almost going off airport already..i hope i could put things aside 1st and enjoy my trip...althought i know its very hard..i try..i promise...all peeps take care!!
