Alot of thingy has happened tonight ...feeling so fuckin frustrated...everything is like in a mess now...seriously i hate life so much a lot...so many thoughts and so many poison in my mind now...so much that i feel like putting everything down and lead a different life....maybe alone...maybe with a companion which understands more about how i'm feeling....everything is so shaky around me ....people...things...stuctures....buildings...objects....everything..sometimes i wonder ....isn't being simple minded the long way to go...or really have to think hard and complicate things?Is it that making life difficult for others...den we can have a great life?I just wan to lead a normal life....everyone has its past ....why cant pple around accept this ?why ?is it so difficult to drop everything to the basics....just like before?I find that a lot of pple around me are so complicated...who i should believe?who should i listen?who is right...who is wrong?all are the people i believe in before....and yet this kind of things happen...why do pple like to dig our the past and understand those undiscovered dark side?can't they simply take it as it is?is it that they are fuckin saints or fuckin too free?what good will it gain when they find out the true?hope after tonight i can put things behind me and lead a more normal life...Always remember 要做大事。。先学会做人
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